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So blogging, I am at a very troubling point in my life. I still have no idea with what I want to do as a profession. I have lost my passion somewhere in the halls of Bellaire. Do I really want a B.S. in physics and chemistry? My drive only wants to take me to that and not to graduate school. Even then, I'm swerving here and there. I still can't apply for the Engineering school at UofH which really sucks because I'm only missing one pre-requisite. Talking to many people, I feel that this may be my best option, besides teaching. Dr. Benitez has been a big help for me in telling me what I need to hear. She can see the inner doubt I have about myself and my curriculum. Sometimes it's something I may not want to hear, but how she is able to identify is well both a gift and an intrusion. Furthermore, I wish I could just take a year off from school and catch up on sleep. However, that's not a possibility, only a dream, rip van winkle. I don't know why I don't know how to feel about this break up as well. My mind is trying to sort it out but I decided to just not think about it now. I still have yet to catch up on Pokemon HeartGold. Talked to Tim Choi and Phil Hagerty and maybe Mechanical or Chemical engineering might be right for me.
